Saturday, May 28, 2005 . 5/28/2005
Ha, they said they have pictures...Satanism
Religious Satanism:
This religion recognizes Satan, generally as a life
principle. Followers are usually serious
adults, although a few are mature teenagers. Of
the many main traditions which exist, the
Church of Satan is by far the largest. Other
Satanic groups currently exist and have existed
in the recent past. Many are short-lived; their
web sites often come and go within a few
months. According to Statistic Canada, the 1991
census found only 335 Canadians who identified
themselves as Satanists. This would imply that
there may be on the order of 3,500 Satanists in
the U.S. The actual number is probably
significantly larger. A US Department of the
Army pamphlet #165-13 estimated that there were
10 to 20 thousand members of the Church of
Satan in the US during the late 1970's. 1,2
Accurate data for this movement is impossible
to estimate, since the largest group (the
Church of Satan) does not release its
membership totals.
It is important to realize that the Satan that they
recognize has few if any points of similarity
with the historical Muslim or Christian concept
of Satan. The Satanists' concept of Satan is
pre-Christian, and derived from the Pagan image
of power, virility, sexuality and sensuality.
To almost religious Satanists, Satan is a force
of nature, not a living quasi-deity. Their
Satan has nothing to do with Hell, demons,
pitchforks, sadistic torture, buying people's
souls, demonic possession, performing miracles,
human sacrifices, cannibalism, and profoundly
evil deeds.
In the past, Satanists occasionally engaged in the
portrayal of a Black Mass in Latin for
publicity purposes. They have ridiculed the
Roman Catholic Mass. But, otherwise, their
rituals have no connection to those of
Christianity.
Starting in 1980, there was a growing and
widespread belief that Satanists were involved
in Satanic Ritual Abuse (SRA) and killing of
innocent infants, children and adults. In the
late 1980s, believers in SRA expanded their
accusations to include a wide variety of other
small religious groups as perpetrators. Belief
in SRA faded during the 1990s due to a complete
lack of hard evidence. It is accepted by most
investigators to be a Christian urban legend,
based on fear, misinformation, and false
memories created during recovered memory
therapy.
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Thursday, May 26, 2005 . 5/26/2005
When I go to school, my eyes seem sad. I get tired there often, and I have to yawn, but the tears from the yawn stay there. I'm not conciously sad, but deep inside of me, it feels as if I've been crying. 1 Comments - Post/view commentsWednesday, May 25, 2005 . 5/25/2005
I still can't believe Constantine got voted off. It should be him against Bo. I was so sure that's how it would end up.Constantine is so effing hot. I want to marry him. :( 0 Comments - Post/view comments
Saturday, May 21, 2005 . 5/21/2005
Your word is: Brooding. You are a true thinker and
often try to figure out the meaning of life,
why we are all here etc. You may not be so
social, and often think twice before acting but
those thoughts you have in your mind never stop
flowing in. Sometimes you can be so
concentrated you forget about other things that
you have to do. Don't change, this world needs
deep people.
What dark word represents you? (anime pics and 7 outcomes)
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Your element is Darkness. You are the truly evil
one with a black heart and no soul. People
avoid you since you cause so much trouble and
enjoy seeing others in pain. You would like
nothing more than to rule this earth and be
hailed by all. Everyone is annoying and stupid
anyway and are a waste of oxygen. You are
probably a cast-away from society and family
and have had a tough life where you learned to
live the hard way. Now you want revenge on your
pain and can no longer feel love nor care. You
do not wish to befriend anyone and you
certainly do not wish to be in love. As a
student of having learnt everything the hard
way, you tend to be manipulative when you want
something for yourself. In your head there is
only you that matters, and why shouldn't it? No
one cares about you so why should you? In
school you probably ditch classes and go
somewhere else instead of sitting in a
classroom. It is not that you are stupid,
because you're probably very smart, but
everyone annoy you. And having to sit in the
same room, breathing the same air as your
enemies is not desired by you. Rate and
message!
What is your element? [with pics + 7 outcomes + detailed answeres!]
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Your connection with darkness is through your
murderous ways/thoughts. You want to kill, get
away with it and do it again and again etc. To
be in charge of peoples lives, to decide if
someone should live or die makes you feel
powerful. And power is addicting. But chances
are you haven't commited murder(torture/rape)
yet. So far theese thoughts stay inside and
haven't come to life. Most people wouldn't
expect you to want to do this(maybe close
friends/familymembers) since you look just like
an ordinary Joe (but sometimes theese types
stand out). In school you were likely the quiet
one who seemed harmless. Isn't is fun to prove
people wrong?
What is your connection with darkness? (pics)
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You are an ice princess. You are cold and indifferent much of the time. You are completely impossible to get close to, even those who do never see the real you. You are fearless and immeasurably strong - not much can crack through your defences. Many people are stunned by your absolute cruelty and inability to feel anything. If something in your life turns out wrongly you will kill whomever you feel is responsible. If anyone can break through your icy exterior, they are to be feared because you will never display any emotion in any situation. You cannot bear to be bettered by anyone and this makes you exceptionally determined. You abuse your royal power using it to any advantage you can. After all no one can pin the blame on a member of the royal family now can they?
Which proud princess are you? (Dazzling pics and detailed results!)
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You were destined to have a Red Lightsaber.
Red is the color of fire and blood, so it is
associated with energy, war, danger, strength,
power, and determination as well as passion and
desire. You have seen the Strength and Power of
the Dark Side of the Force and have you thirst
for more of it.
What Colored Lightsaber Would You Have?
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Wednesday, May 18, 2005 . 5/18/2005
Your soul is broken.
You are living through a lot of pain everyday
that you have to deal with, which is making you
sorrowful. No one ever stays by your side when
you truly need them and no one ever will.
Everything is hopeless and tragic and you keep
yearning for the day you will be free from
pain. Love is unlikely to happen to you because
you isolate yourself and are suspicious of
peoples motives. You stand in the shadows of
the world, watching what you can never have.
The bruises you carry never seems to heal, your
mind is dark and no one seems to understand or
wants to help. As always, you will be alone in
the world, fighting your dark thoughts by
yourself.
How is your soul?(pics)
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Ha isn't that the truth.. only Sweetedly stays by my side :)) 1 Comments - Post/view comments I got to stay home today because I had this headache-type thing in my eye.
I must see this new Star Wars. There seems to be some hooded people in it, or at least one, and I MUST SEE IT. 7 Comments - Post/view comments
Monday, May 16, 2005 . 5/16/2005
On the Sims 2, I have this cheat where you can get the grim reaper skin, among others. So I made him look all hot underneath that hooded cloak, and he got a girl, and man, it is so hot watching them make out. It just makes me wish even more that a hooded and cloaked guy would just appear in my room one night, or every night. You hear/read stories about 'hooded visitors'. I never get one. Or maybe I do, only I can't see him. Maybe that power to see on another plain is lost. But I like to think that one night, he'll come. MmmMm.. 0 Comments - Post/view comments As I was in first hour, this somewhat short guy was being all funny before the class started; he's in my math class and these two other funny people are there too, and I always think to myself, 'I would be great friends with them', but I'm just too quiet. Sometimes I feel brave enough to almost get up and join them, but then I think I'll just get all embarassed like I always do. I do want friends, just not annoying ones. Who would want an annoying friend anyway?Sweetedly I miss you lols.. haven't 'seen' you in a long time. Come on MSN/Furc soon man!! :)) I'll be on both mhm.. usually 3 pm my time.. don't know what it is there, probably morning. On weekends I'm on earlier, like 8 or 9 am. I'm too used to getting up for school...
Oh, and when I was at the psychiatrist or whatever today the lady said something about online courses, but my mom said that maybe if I didn't have this social thing I could take them, but she wants me to get used to people. Thing is, it's not helping any, in fact it's making it worse. Maybe I'll convince my mom so I can take those online classes. If she said yes it would probably be next year then since I only have about 4 weeks left of school ( wo0o0o lols ).
There's this senior who was in my aerobics class. He's funny and not all serious like some people. He likes to tease me and my other ( best person I get along with there ) friend. Aerobics is over now but occasionally I run into him, like one time in the office when I was waiting to be picked up from school because I didn't feel well. And he sat right next to me. And poked me. And we'd push eachother. The sad thing is though, school ends for him in 3 weeks, and he's a senior besides that. I'll miss him.. 2 Comments - Post/view comments
Sunday, May 15, 2005 . 5/15/2005
My parents went out to eat with some relatives and two of my cousins. One of them is just like me; my mom said he thinks people's head should get chopped off, all that. She says I'll have to go next time, which is next Sunday, not this coming Sunday. 0 Comments - Post/view comments
You are not sad, you are resentful
Why are you sad? [amazing pictures] For darker people
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PASSIONATE LOVER. You love to love, always looking
for a relationship. You cannot live without it.
Your lover must be passionate and you want
that you and your partner melt into each other.
He should not try to take the domination .
You dont want a relationship without passion,
and the sexuality plays a big part. The first
moment you meet him is one of the most
important. There has to be something between
you , you cannot explain. From the first moment
on everything must fix. But when this passion
disappears you disappear too. For you it is
better to leave than to see your love
restrained.
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You need friends.
You have been very lonely in your life and
people have, for one reason or another, stayed
away from you. The isolation is killing you
inside and all you want is to feel a connection
with somebody else. You now have little
self-esteem left inside and have dark thoughts
about life and relationships. However you still
have that crave of friends inside of you, even
if you won't admit that to yourself anymore.
And even if you do have a friend, you still
feel lonely because you have a hard time
letting people in since you have been isolated
so long.
What Do You Need in Your Life? [dark pics]
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Thursday, May 12, 2005 . 5/12/2005
I've finally gotten brave enough to tell Demetre to shut up when he pisses me off. No one likes him. He looks like a rat and thinks he can rap. I should bring in this picture of that one rat kid that was on Ripley's once.The class he's in is math, and with the teacher, who is soft, you can pretty much get away with anything, especially if you're quiet. He doesn't care if you don't do your work as long as you're quiet. Some teacher, eh? But the good part about it is people get to smack Demetre all over and get away with it. Even the teachers, all of them, find him really annoying. I kicked him in the leg today, and boy, did that feel good. Other times I pushed him off the desk, smacked him in the head, and again, kicked him in the leg. Oh yeah, and I scratched him with my long nails plenty of times. This kid learns slower than a puppy. Yet he still continues to act imature. Did I mention he's gay, or seems to be? He giggles whenever someone says "fanny" or something of the sort. I can seriously see myself one of these days, whether it be next week or next year, finally getting pissed off enough to twist his neck and kill him. 0 Comments - Post/view comments
Monday, May 09, 2005 . 5/09/2005
One of my dogs, actually I should say she's my mom's, a dauschound, has gotten fatter. Her belly is now touching the ground. I don't know how she supports that weight with those tiny legs. Today when I came home I smelled chicken, and I looked in the laundry room and sure enough, the garbage can was tipped over, food everywhere. Then I noticed the chicken we had lastnight on the carpet. That dog is such a fucking pig, I swear. She's going to die if she keeps this up. I'd like her to have a lyposuction, I think they're called, to remove the access fat from her, but I don't know if they'll do that for animals or not. I don't see why they wouldn't, especially when the animal is in danger of dying. My mom will be crushed if she does, and I'll stay in bed for a week.The day before yesturday, or maybe it was yesturday, I woke up in the afternoon and saw this black dot blurr thing on or in my dragon mirror. I stared at it and it started to get bigger, so I put on my glasses, but by then it was gone. I think this happened a few times before. Maybe it was just my eyes getting focused, since there is a black spot near the mirror part, maybe it just looked like it was on the mirror. 0 Comments - Post/view comments
Sunday, May 08, 2005 . 5/08/2005
These are the things I got for my birthday:
The last thing I got I couldn't find a picture for: A rose lamp, featuring two roses as the lamp.
I'm going to turn my room into a medieval getaway.
Design Toscano
I wonder why you get more presents at Christmas. Your birthday is when you celebrate YOU, isn't it? You should get honored with many gifts. 4 Comments - Post/view comments
You're like a Dark Unicorn!
?? Which Mythical Creature Are You ??
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Saturday, May 07, 2005 . 5/07/2005
I didn't go to the zoo. I'm too old to go. I felt like a little kid wanting to go. Plus it's too warm out, or hot to me. I can't stand the heat AT ALL.I slept too long. I'm really tired and I have this eye headache. I wonder if cats and dogs get this way, seeing as they sleep so often. 2 Comments - Post/view comments We might be going to the zoo today, because they have this dragon exhibit about the history of dragons and exhibits of real dragons; for example, the Komodo Dragon. I hate how pretty much only little kids go to the zoo, though.
My birthday is tomorrow, and I turn 15. Oh boy. 0 Comments - Post/view comments
Wednesday, May 04, 2005 . 5/04/2005
The sign of the Devil is not 666, but 616. It has been translated from a really old copy of the Bible, and it reveals a mistake that is found in all other versions. Visit www.paranormal.about.com for more info.I got offended when this one girl said she didn't even like the number 6. It started when this idiot asked the teacher if getting a tattoo was a 'sin'. That's so stupid. How can expressing yourself be a sin? If it is, we better get rid of original clothes then. 0 Comments - Post/view comments
