Thursday, August 26, 2004 . 8/26/2004

I got my braces tightened today, and they don't hurt -yet-. And I'm certain now that school starts Tuesday. No school Monday or Friday, and I have a day off at least once a month. WO0OOoOOoO

Last night I dreamt of being naked, the first time I remember doing so. On DreamMoods.com it says that:

Becoming mortified at the realization that you are walking around naked in public, is often a reflection of your vulnerability or shamefulness. You may be hiding something and are afraid that others can nevertheless see right through you. Metaphorically clothes are a means of concealment. With clothes, you can hide your identity or be someone else. But without them, everything is hanging out for all to see. You are left without any defenses. The dream may telling you that you are trying to be something that you really are not. Or that you are fearful of being ridiculed and disgraced. If you are in a new relationship, you may have some fears or apprehension in revealing your true feelings.

At some points I was also feeling proud, and on this it says:

For a small percentage of you, dreaming that you are proud of your nakedness and show no embarrassment or shame, then it symbolizes your unrestricted freedom. You have nothing to hide and are proud of who you are. The dream is about a new sense of honesty, openness, and a carefree nature.

I dreamt of being naked AFTER I was starting to feel more relaxed about people, deciding I should stop picking fights at every potential moron I see. This isn't me though, and this dream proves it. Some people in the dream really didn't care I didn't have any clothes; didn't really notice. But most did. And at the points I felt proud, it was because I just don't know how to "act" really, and I don't know who I am.. if that makes any sense.

Also, I try to reveal my true self, and I want to, but not everyone "allows" me to. Because they are morons.

Edit: I got it all backwards. I'm actually trying to be nice, but the lack of sane people is making it very hard. I'm getting better at it though. I guess the fact that it's on the verge of raining is making my mood better.
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