Saturday, September 11, 2004 . 9/11/2004

My parents are at a wedding now, and probably won't be back until around 8, or possible 9 or maybe later ( this is P.M ). So I get some of the night to myself wo0oo0o. I also had a VERY weird dream lastnight. I'll attempt to tell a bit of it.. if it doesn't make sense, then stop reading.

I can't remember the exact order of events in the dream, but these are some parts of it I can put into words: My dad and I were at Target and he carried me on his shoulders, and I had my contacts in, there were other people there too and I became friends with two rather fast; me, my dad, and my mom went to this strange place with odd animals, which all swam, and a couple I can remember is a polar bear cub that kept licking me, and a swimming deer with particulary large/long horns, the deer itself was small; my mom was being a yank for no reason I can really remember, and a lot of kids, some little, were in my room. My mom had recently cleaned the house so it smelled nice and had lots of candles in it. There was also a t.v in the corner/ceiling of my room. Then this little girl, possibly supposed to be my sister, went into the living room and my mom got mad. I told my mom off and she went back to sleep on the couch, and the girl came back in my room, and hopped on my bed all cozily. There was a chistmas book, or some kind of book, at the end of my bed, so I got it, hopped in to bed, and read it to everyone in my room. My dad was in there too I believe, maybe even a somewhat happier clone of my mom..

I'm feeling pretty awkward today, whether it be that I'm cold or it's exciting staying home some of the night, but either way I feel a bit irritated over slight things. Not like most days when I just outright tell everyone off, but I'm just more relaxed, but I do feel a bit sick. And my back still hurts. I'm also feeling rather sad toward animal abuse and neglection, since about everytime I woke up during the night pictures of a poor, helpless mutilated kitten filled my mind. If you find that funny, you are just sick, and not in a good way.

Animals are way smarter and cleaner than people are. Even pigs, as mud is what keeps them clean and healthy. People are so "intelligent" and think so much that it makes us stupid. Animals on the other hand have instincts, and don't bother with weighing things out with their mind, although they can if it comes to an owner, or another person. I'm not saying humans aren't animals, but I am however daying that we are indeed denser. 0 Comments - Post/view comments