Tuesday, October 26, 2004 . 10/26/2004

I feel really terrible, like I don't belong anywhere. Today at school I rolled me eyes at this really stupid fag, because she was acting like she was "all that" and she looked a lot older than she behaved ( this was in math class ). She looked at me and went "don't roll your eyes at me, you right bitch" and some other stuff I couldn't hear because she was mumbling. Now I'm afraid of every girl at school, or at least every girl who looks like they'd be bitchy, because pretty much every girl who ever talked to me had the small hint of it. This fat loser in math class brought it all back though.

I went to get my eyebrows waxed today. It was nice and dark out when the appointment was over. It was so beautiful. It got me thinking how lastnight I was thinking I could just change my life forever and running away into the woods ( we live way back off the road near a lot of woods ) and becoming a "creature of the night". I wouldn't have to worry about school, just the cold, and how I'd get my food. I could scare people and legends of "the wolf girl" would pop up all over. I could hide in the day, because the sun blinds me. I honestly feel more alive at night, and certainly more hyper aswell. I just can't understand the people who like the day and just "love" the sun. It's horrible and very tiring.

I watched the original Dracula last night, and it wasn't as good as I thought it would be. I've seen The Omen 1 and 2 the day before that. The second movie, Damien: The Omen II is pretty good. Damien is cute. 0 Comments - Post/view comments