Wednesday, October 20, 2004 . 10/20/2004

I'm beginning to get really sad at school. I look around and I see all these people being themselves ( at least not shy or quiet ), see them have friends etc. It makes me sad because I can't be myself at school. I just get weird. I just want a "gothy" friend, like a guy one.. so I won't feel so sad.

We're doing these labs in science, and I just don't have the heart to do it. I don't have any heart for school work at all. I could just get a job right now as a demonoligist or something of the like. I already have learned all I want to learn. What I want to learn I look in books MYSELF. I don't need idiot people to teach me; I'm not stupid, I know how to look up information I need or am interested in. 2 Comments -

That would be idiotic* people spotted. Man, what's wrong with you? You're always calling everyone an idiot and a moron.. then pop.. :I

I feel JUST LIKE THAT spotted except the goth bit lols. Maybe next you'll be making up illnesses or going to bed really late so you can't be woken up to get off school next. That's what i used to do :0 And it got me nowhere.. mhm.. hmm.. o.o

By  Anonymous, at 6:14 PM  

I call everyone an idiot and moron because I DO have a problem somewhere in between depression and a lot of anger.. I don't know.

By  Drae, at 12:00 PM  

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