Friday, January 28, 2005 . 1/28/2005

I can't wait until Boogeyman comes out in theaters, because when it does, I'm going to see it.

I have read true stories about ghosts and demon encounters, etc, yet haven't had an experience recently. There was a time a ling time ago where I was in the movie theater watching Christmas Vacation. It came out the year I was born, or a bit later, and so I couldn't have been born yet. Also, around 3 or 4, I woke up sometime in the early morning to find a black thing laying on the floor, somewhat in the shape of a human or ant. Later it wasn't there anymore and I asked my mom if she picked up any clothes on the floor, and the answer was a no. Also around the age 3 or 4, I was on my bed and my mom was dressing me. My blanket was behind me and when I turned around, it wasn't there anymore. About a year later it was found in a closet inside a large book.

Now I am ready for more strange things to happen to me. Maybe a hooded being appearing in my room. I'd be scared at first, I know, but if I would gather myself, I would get on my knees and bow to it, for anything that took its time to visit my room would deserve this.

I've been feeling rather mad and irritated lately, not that it's anything unusual. Sometimes I feel as if I could send things flying across the room with my anger, but it just doesn't happen.

Sometimes when I'm angry, when I'm in bed and going to sleep, I like to think about me being in this cult, making sacrifices, and I'm helping these other hooded and cloaked beings skin a person alive. It makes me smile, but I wish I could have the satisfaction of doing this in real life, and also the satisfaction of encountering a sexy hooded being or person.

There is just so much that I want but only exists in my head. Maybe someday, it'll all come to this world. 0 Comments - Post/view comments