Friday, January 07, 2005 . 1/07/2005
Okay, this has been bugging me for a few days. I should probably type this down somewhere, so here it goes:I must admit, I have never had an actual boyfriend in my life. And it's not because I'm ugly, because believe me, I'm far from it on most days. It's just the fact that I am SO QUIET at school. I practilally have no friends at school because of this. There are of course I gues a couple exceptions, but other than that..
I am very depressed about this. Why do I have to have social anxiety? A guy that I looked ok sat next to me for quite a while; we knew eachother since last year, but I am too quite I guess. And one other winked at me, but I am not used to this so I must of made a face, one that must of said "you're ugly", which I didn't intent to do.
Those are just one of my strongest thoughts today, I guess. 0 Comments - Post/view comments