Monday, May 16, 2005 . 5/16/2005
As I was in first hour, this somewhat short guy was being all funny before the class started; he's in my math class and these two other funny people are there too, and I always think to myself, 'I would be great friends with them', but I'm just too quiet. Sometimes I feel brave enough to almost get up and join them, but then I think I'll just get all embarassed like I always do. I do want friends, just not annoying ones. Who would want an annoying friend anyway?Sweetedly I miss you lols.. haven't 'seen' you in a long time. Come on MSN/Furc soon man!! :)) I'll be on both mhm.. usually 3 pm my time.. don't know what it is there, probably morning. On weekends I'm on earlier, like 8 or 9 am. I'm too used to getting up for school...
Oh, and when I was at the psychiatrist or whatever today the lady said something about online courses, but my mom said that maybe if I didn't have this social thing I could take them, but she wants me to get used to people. Thing is, it's not helping any, in fact it's making it worse. Maybe I'll convince my mom so I can take those online classes. If she said yes it would probably be next year then since I only have about 4 weeks left of school ( wo0o0o lols ).
There's this senior who was in my aerobics class. He's funny and not all serious like some people. He likes to tease me and my other ( best person I get along with there ) friend. Aerobics is over now but occasionally I run into him, like one time in the office when I was waiting to be picked up from school because I didn't feel well. And he sat right next to me. And poked me. And we'd push eachother. The sad thing is though, school ends for him in 3 weeks, and he's a senior besides that. I'll miss him.. 2 Comments -
Aww spOttedly i know its been AGES.
I think 3pm there would be like 9 or 8 i could tryyyyyy get on tonight if im up
How would online courses help you.. online courses for what school things? or anxiety help stuff?
im going to0o sleep:)
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2:37 AM
Online courses so that I wouldn't have to actually go to school and see people.. it would be easier that way I think.
See you soon hopefully lolss :))
