Friday, June 24, 2005 . 6/24/2005
I have been so stupid lately. Bashing christians on a forum (I admitted I was wrong a day or so after though), thinking too much of myself. I need to stop thinking so much. Especially how great I could be or how I am; apparently this makes me arrogant, and I hate arrogant people as much as the next guy does.Again, I feel sad; what's new. My parents went out to eat, I told them I was upset because I never have any friends to go anywhere with me, etc etc. I do have a friend that is near here, though, but I haven't heard from her in a while and it would be awkward to call her now. All my other friends, about.. 4 of them.. moved to different states. Just my luck, eh?
I've really got to get out of the house. Staying here is making me more depressed. My parents said that maybe after they come home and I take a shower that we could go to Borders. I just might do that, even though it is awkward now going places with just my parents. But that's because I'm thinking about it too much. My best IRL friend used to have to do that (she has two baby brothers now). If I just went somewhere with them, it probably will get less awkward. I hope. But what a really want to do is go see that new Star Wars, and it would be a whole lot more fun if we went with other people, like this cousin I know is a lot like me and probably likes Star Wars.. he's probably already seen the latest one, but I'm sure he wouldn't mind seeing it again. And then my uncle could come, and maybe my cousin's sister.. I have lots of cousins, of course, but the ones I'm speaking of are the ones I can truly tolerate, as they aren't jesus freaks like everyone else in this family. 1 Comments -
I like your blog. I've just started my own and I was looking up people with the same interests. You might get a kick out of mine because I am one of those Christians that you said you bashed...but I like Harry Potter! Anyway, I hope life is going better for you! All my best and...God Bless! Hee hee!
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