Friday, June 23, 2006 . 6/23/2006

Sometimes I think I am one of the smartest people in the world, and yet sometimes I look back at things I say and then feel like a complete idiot. I don't really know how to explain it.. it's like at the time I am saying something or doing something, I think it's pretty cool/smart, but then I reflect on it I feel stupid sometimes.

Like this one forum I decided to start posting on. I said a few things and then gave a link to this blog. After awhile I was like, what am I stupid? Who would want to read my blog? Who reads those things anyway?

And then some things I say seem so immature and angsty, like yesturday's post. I don't want to be seen as some angsty/emo teenager! I am not like that! I am much better than those kinds of people! I can just explain things rationally and calmly. But then again, it IS my blog, so I can put pretty much whatever I want in it. But being angsty and mad like that just isn't me. I mean, I do get mad often, but rarely do I say things like "stupid fucking mom". How immature is that?

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