Tuesday, June 20, 2006 . 6/20/2006

Went to the salon lastnight, didn't get my hair dyed. I decided I didn't want to deal with it fading and all that later on. Besides, I like my hair the way it is.. blondish.

On a slightly different topic, I hate, yet love, that I am so quiet and different. At the salon, this hairdresser I haven't seen before does my eyebrows and hair. She talks to me and I answer. Then she goes, "You're kinda shy aren't you?" I nod and smile a bit. She says she's the complete opposite, and I think, wow, that must be great to talk and not care what others really think.

I don't like how I get annoyed so easily. I could be having fun one minute and annoyed the next. For example, I go shopping or something with my mom. I think, hey, this is fun, I don't get out much. Then after only a few minutes or so of walking around I get irritated and tired. I see happy people and I want to crush them. Especially girly, preppy people, which brings me to another topic.

I'll never get girly girls as long as I live. They get all tanned, get these short haircuts, wear slutty-ish makeup. And they are ALWAYS happy, and in little cliques. And they talk like this: "So like, he said blah blah blah, and I'm like, what are you thinking, I mean like.." etc. I seriously want to hurt any preppy, girly person I run into.

Sometimes when I come out of my room and go to get something to eat, my mom or dad will be out there and say something like "You need to get some color". I wonder what's so horrible about being pale? Is it a crime to be different? God forbid I'm pale and don't like to look like a burnt crisp. And that I'm quiet and don't like or value friends. I know people care about me, but when they say things like I'm pale and need color, I think they should get less. Or even better, to mind their own damn business! Once, I gave someone my picture over the internet, on Furcadia, and she said "Your face is white". She was pointing out flaws since I was making fun of these complete slobs on this one site where people post their pictures. So being pale is a flaw? Right. In my eyes, being tan is a flaw.

And no, I am not some hardcore goth or emo. I absolutely hate those people. Most try to act so sad and pathetic for attention, or pretend to be evil. They piss me off.

Some people look at a goth or goth-like looking person and go "Omg Satanist!". Idiots. Those goths that claim to be Satanist and talk about sacrifices and that kind of shit are idiots. Satanism has absolutely nothing to do with killing or sacrificing anything or anyone. These people really need to do some research before they go making fools of themselves. They're giving Satanists and even Luciferians a bad name, especially to those sickening, gullable Christians. Who, by the way, perverted many religions before them, gave demons a bad name, who declared all religion but theirs was blasphemy. They are idiots. Christianity is relatively modern compared to other religions, and it's quickly becoming a plague. Did you know they used to burn, torture, and kill people that weren't of their religion? How sick is that? And still some people today continue and try to "save" the souls of others. I think they should take a long look in the mirror.

Now, I'm not saying absolutely all people of this religion are like this, just the ones I've met. No offending was intended. Perhaps there are some different Christians out there with common sense! 0 Comments - Post/view comments