Thursday, August 24, 2006 . 8/24/2006

A couple days ago me and my mom went to Khoal's (I think that's how it's spelled) because I wanted to get out of the house, and I got some cool stuff.. but before we went there was a bit of a misshap. I was hungry, it was sunny out, and I was irritated. I asked my mom for some macaroni & cheese, so she put some in the microwave but said I would have to put the cheese on it myself. It's amazing how helpless I am.. after so many years of being spoiled (and I still am), it's hard to do things for myself. It's quite strange that I'm not some fatass by now, but then again I don't eat much when I'm home by myself. I usually just have cereal bars, fruit roll-ups, an icecream sandwich, or some chips.

So my mom goes outside to take the dogs out, and I start to cry. I go into my room and into bed. When my mom comes back she finishes preparing the macaroni & cheese for me, asks where I went, then finds me in my room. She gave me the bowl and said that maybe after I eat I'll feel better and want to go shopping. She leaves, I take a few bites, then put it back on the counter. It tasted like crap.

Amazingly I don't feel so hungry when I go back into my bed. My mom asks what's wrong, I said I didn't know.. which was the truth, really. She said I had to eat something, and about a half hour or so later comes back and asks if I want anything to eat. I say pizza rolls, so I have a ton and get quite full. My dad comes home just then, and knowing how he annoys me so much, my mom asked if I really wanted to stay at home with him or go shopping. I chose the latter.

I got all ready, and we went. While we were at Khoal's I got some nice shirts, pants, and a couple skirts as well as some bracelets and a couple necklaces, all silver and black.

After that we go to this beauty place and get some things; I got some silver and black nailpolish, a black hairpiece (that you put around a bun so you have an elegant, loose curls look) and some temporary black hairdye. The lady there said that this one had glitter in it, so we bought that. We go home and I try out that hairdye, but all that's in it is glitter and no black. I was a bit disapointed, but not too much.

After that I ate dinner, went to bed, couldn't sleep, came to the computer, and after a few hours went back to bed.

Quite the day.

I also haven't been able to sleep well since all I can think about is me with my hair dyed black, how I'd look, etc. Hopefully I'll be able to see sometime this weekend. As is, I look similar to Amy Lee before she dyed her hair. 0 Comments - Post/view comments