Wednesday, October 04, 2006 . 10/04/2006

Yesturday when my mom came home, she said that my part in my hair was getting wider. Ever since then I've been worrying. I began to think, "I'm too young to be losing hair!", but then my dad came home, and I asked him if it looked like I was losing hair or if it was just lighter roots growing in. Thankfully, it's just my roots growing in, making my part look wider, but my hair is pretty unhealthy. I'm going to start eating healthy things from now on (and maybe a little junkfood every now and then). I've already dropped meat from my diet; now I just need to learn to eat healthy things instead of crap.

I took a shower early yesturday, at around eight in the morning, since I didn't take one the day before. When I was shampooing and conditioning my hair, I noticed, and not for the first time either, that there's a lot of breakage. I've been asking my mom to buy me anti-breakage shampoo but she's been giving me other stuff for color-treated hair, which only makes the brown in it look more vibrant. I don't want that, I want it to look black. Hopefully soon I'll be able to get a touch-up and have black lowlights applied to my hair. My mom is going to make an appointment for herself first though, since she hasn't been to the salon since July, and it would be expensive for both of us to go.

Anyhow, later that day I began to feel all dirty again. That's why I don't like taking showers early in the morning or even in the early afternoon; I end up feeling dirty by the time I go to bed, and I like to feel clean. I did take a second shower yesturday at around six or so.

Sometimes I really wish I still went to regular school, since now I have no reason to put on make-up and look all pretty. I'm at home all the time, and I am getting sick of it. I want to put on eyeliner, mascara, all that fun stuff, and show the world how pretty I can be. Being cooped up inside is making me go insane. Right now, I don't care about my social anxiety. I just want to get out of the house, like to the mall or something. Thankfully though, we will be going to the animal shelter this Saturday since that guy did eventually call, so I'm looking forward to that. 0 Comments - Post/view comments