Thursday, March 08, 2007 . 3/08/2007

Lastnight, when I was really hungry and had a craving for Drumsticks and noticed we didn't have any, my dad went "OOOH NOO" in a sarcastic tone. He always does this and it annoys me so much. I told him to shut up, in a way that would come across as if I didn't really mean it but was sick of him saying stupid things. He got all pissed off and said "NO, you're annoying". I feel embarrased to say this, but I cried. For half of the night I felt depressed and wondered after all this time, he really truly thought that I was annoying. I fear rejection.

Now, I can't simply just ask my parents to stop talking so loud and in sarcastic tones or they'll end up laughing and saying my name as if I'm stupid. So, I just tell them to shut up if they annoy me since no other way works. They seem to not know that I'm sensitive to sound, even though that was part of the reason why I stopped going to regular school and took up corrispondance. As a result, I get depressed and withdrawn whenever they come home from work. They always talk so loud, say such stupid things, and I can do nothing about it.

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The Part of You That No One Sees

You are aloof, mysterious, and distant. People feel like they really don't know the true you... Yet they're still drawn to you, almost by magnetic force. Underneath it all, you don't even really feel like you know yourself. It's easier to put on a front than really think about your life's purpose. You tend to seem pretentious, but it's just a mechanism you use to push people away.

Disorder | Rating
Paranoid: High
Schizoid: Moderate
Schizotypal: High
Antisocial: Moderate
Borderline: Moderate
Histrionic: High
Narcissistic: High
Avoidant: Very High
Dependent: High
Obsessive-Compulsive: Moderate

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