Tuesday, March 27, 2007 . 3/27/2007

Yesterday was like a nightmare. I kept crying so much and so hard that I could hardly breathe. I took a shower early to make me feel better, because usually when I do I stop crying in the first few minutes. This was this first time in a very long while where I cried throughout the whole shower. I had to sit down, I was so dizzy from it. I'm feeling a lot better today, though. There are two reasons why I was crying so much yesterday: it's that time of the month, and the guy on MSN that hasn't been on in a while. I've concluded that he must be having a power outtage, since it has been storming lately, and you know.. storms travel.

I'm still depressed about him. It's not like he died or anything, which is very unlikely. It's just that I've shared so many laughs with him, he helped me to feel better whenever I was sad. I hope he comes back soon. I can't stand to be on my own, even if I only know him from miles away. For now. 0 Comments - Post/view comments