Wednesday, April 04, 2007 . 4/04/2007

I have already mentioned this many times before, but I just wish so badly that ghosts, vampires, and demons existed. It's gloomy, stormy and windy outside right now, which makes me feel incredibly happy, but it also makes me wish for things that aren't there.

I hate the sun so much. I really do. Most of the time, it makes me irritated, hot, and gives me a headache. Only once in a very long while does it make me even a little bit happy, and that is usually in the early morning or in the evening. I love cloudy weather, I love the rain, I love the sound of thunder and the smell of storms and the night. It feels like I do not belong here.. it's hard to explain. As much of a skeptic as I am, my dreaming side will never go away. Never.

I want to live in an old, haunted house. Musty, dark, creepy. Even if ghosts do not exist, just the atmosphere would make me happy. Even if a haunting were to be all in my mind, such as hallucinations caused by infrasound or an illness, I would embrace it and just for the moment, pretend it was all real. 0 Comments - Post/view comments