Wednesday, September 12, 2007 . 9/12/2007
I hate myself. I feel like a nerd. I hardly ever go outside, I stay inside all day, playing Horizons, browsing the internets, and doing schoolwork. I know what you're going to say.. "Get out of the house, loser". That isn't as easy as it sounds, honestly.. but social anxiety shouldn't be an excuse, and besides it's been getting better ever since I started taking correspondence classes, of all things.Blah blah, insert more emo rant here.
Edit - a few hours later: Ok, I take that all back. Blame it on PMS. I'm insanely happy now. 13 Comments -
Even though you say you're fine now i bet that bothers you.
I feel the same sometimes. The thing is do you WANT to go outside and meet people?
If outside is so amazing why are these people on the internet?
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9:38 AM
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10:12 AM
yes. nudies.
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10:12 AM
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10:12 AM
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10:13 AM
Lol. PMS is a pain.
Imma nerd! >/
Don't worry about slight agoraphobia. :B It'll go away.
People suck, you're not missing much.
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10:16 AM
especially gypsies, they only want to steal your teeth
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10:19 AM
ILU GUISE
in this post i admit that i am gay for techno and anime
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10:20 AM
^
You also get many people who act like they should still be in nursery on the internet.
Do you hang out with them Horizons or are they some random fags from Furc?
And she doesn't have agoraphobia?
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10:41 AM
Just some people from Furc.. they're being sarcastic.
And thanks for the response Sweetedly.. I agree and no, for the most part I don't feel like going out and meeting new people.
Though sometimes I hear people refer to the "teenage years" as being "the best years" and I can't help but feel like I'm missing out on some things. All of my life, since 4th grade, I've had this stupid anxiety and therefore no friends, and I remember how great it was when I did have them.
But now people just annoy me mostly.. even when I was little, whenever I had a friend over I would get irritated after they left since interacting with them would cost me so much energy that I'd get tired. Only one friend, one that I've known practically since I was able to walk, wasn't like this. She was mature unlike everyone else and now she's gone to some other state.
But I'm ranting so I'll just stop here.
