Monday, March 03, 2008 . 3/03/2008
The following is a stupid post that you most likely couldn't care less about.On Friday I went to the hospital with my mom since she had to get a test done which took about 20 minutes. I had to wait in the waiting room and there were quite a few people there, but amazingly I felt very comfortable, especially after I resumed reading the book I brought to keep me occupied (Demon-Haunted World). After that we went shopping, which was really fun. I think I really am starting to get over my social anxiety, which is exciting. In short, I guess you could say that I'm finally starting to wake up and live life instead of being miserable all the time. I only have one life and I'm going to try and make the best of it, goddammit. But one thing (or two) is still missing: friends.
And the thought of having to one day live on my own is terrifying.
I still don't really know what job I want to pursue either. I'm stuck between a really weird dilemma between being a biologist or some other type of scientist, and being a model. Maybe I could be both and promote scientific literacy or something.
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2 Comments -Take this unsolicited advice from a stranger, or leave it, as you like. You're young, you have many years to figure out what it is you want. Don't torture yourself about the future. Find something that interests you and pursue it. Whereever it leads you will be where you were meant to be.
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Charivarius, at
1:47 PM
Thanks for the comment.
It's not like I'm torturing myself over the future really.. it's just kinda scary thinking about it =s
